The Ministry of Diversion and Exploitation.
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"My love for Order has made me into what I am today: static.
Everything in me screams out for change.
But I can't Think of any logical solutions. I've set French philosophers aside. Now it's Nietzsche's turn.
Every day I have to draw the line so that others don't ripp me to shreds. They want to undercut my authority. It's a border war. Volcanic eruptions occur under the mantle of composure. I am friendly and polite, as they are to me. It's just hypocrisy. I would really like to smash in a few faces, destroy my office, hurl all my papers out the window, and light 25 gallons of gasoline in a parking lot. A fanale of indignation. For this I hate myself.